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Remembered how fucking obnoxious my dad is sometimes. Today was a lot of fun but it was really fucking difficult dealing with him.
Between him refusing to give me and then pouring out very very good wine that I could have brought back with me and him refusing to do anything except lock the dog in my room all day, it’s been pulling teeth trying to get him to be reasonable.
He just shuts down and doesn’t listen and yells and insists I’m being unreasonable.
On top of that my ex boyfriends mom called me multiple times and left me voicemails when I’ve barely even heard from him today. Because he’s been sleeping and deciding to show up whenever he wants as usual. This is falling into the same old same old with him and I really really wanna cut it off because I’m tired of it already and I feel myself generally angry and annoyed with him more than anything. He doesn’t do anything as of now, there’s no reason for him to sleep as much as he does and not be where he’s supposed to be.
I’m sure he told her some crazy excuse like he tells me all the time. I didn’t even think I was going to make it here because he wasn’t here the night before as planned, and I can’t rely on him to wake up early, and he wasn’t contacting me until I called him multiple times.
Really tried of it. I’m the type of person that prizes and highly respects a lot of time with a significant other and with everything as scattered and difficult as it is for me right now, I need someone to be my rock. And he’s too wrapped up in his own daily routines to even text me consistently, which is something I also value—talking like at least once a day to a significant other to make sure they’re okay and to see how their day is. At least when we don’t see each other throughout the week anyway…